Wow,I havent been on here in forever! I suppose that's because I quit the computer for quite the few months. I just recently caved in,not able to resist the temptation that was a new computer,but im gonna cut back. Hopefully. It's very nice and pretty outside,even though it's the middle of the night and kind of chilly/wet/cloudy. Since my previous post,my life has been rather turbulent. My older brother,Urian,went to jail for a couple weeks before my mom bailed him out,and his girlfriend went to prison for five to ten years. I got to see my niece,Catherine,but I havent seen my nephew,Brian Jr.,in two months. My sister,Sparkle,moved to North Carolina with a guy named DK,and I miss her very much. School has been OKAY,with one exception: My bestfriends have either decided to ignore the fact that im Wiccan or they forgot. Either way,it's rather strange. It took me a lot of courage to tell them I was Wiccan the first time,so im a bit freaked out about the second time. Everytime they get in discussions about God or church,they look at me,expecting me to answer. I usually just pretend to be focused on something else,that or I just shrug. On top of having to avoid that subject with them,I also have to deal with my cousin Holly. She often asks me to go to church with her,and I usually am able to give her a reason why I cannot attend,but she's been getting bitter about it. And,I still havent told my mother im Wiccan. I am a coward. Oh,how I wish I had the courage to tell her and the rest of my family/close friends. I'll probably do it this summer,at the end of school,which is in twenty-something days. Or,maybe,i'll just randomly tell them when the subject of religion comes up. Either way,I have to tell them,because im starting to feel that im sort of lying to them about my religion. Well,im going to go and look about. Fair Skies and Gentle Breezes,everyone.